Let love in.

Yes, I am happy now. I finally found someone to make me happy. I thank God for him I really do. I had to step back and ask myself if because I fell so quickly for him does that mean I didn't really have feelings for the one before? Well, I've decided that my feelings for the other were nothing but genuine but it simply was not meant to be. I deserve someone with all the courage,strength, and passion to love me as I am. I prayed and prayed for God to give me...let's call him (Josh). Well I prayed that things would work out in my favor with Josh and when it finally seemed like it would...BOOM he had to blow it all apart and for what...I don't know and I couldn't care less. I'll always care about (Josh) as a friend for as long as we remain in contact, but I'm in love with someone else and I have a good feeling about this. All things in God's time and if it wasn't meant to be with (Josh) then it wasn't meant to be. I thought NO man could hold a candle to (Josh) then I met Will. Frankly, I'm lucky because (Josh) has some serious issues within himself.





My advise to anyone who has been hurt and is afraid to be vulnerable or love again is to love as if you've never been hurt.


"Love is when thoughts of but one man fill your heart, when he means more than life to you, when you know you would do anything for him and shall die if he is taken from you. Desire is when you ache to see him and touch him, when he causes your body to burn and tremble. Desire does not demand love before it can ensnare you, but desire with love creates a powerful bond"