Sunday, October 9, 2011

Not rocking the Boat

I haven't blogged in over a year...reading my past posts makes me feel like such an imbecile for ever caring about any of the losers that I did blog about. Now Im's 12:24 am and I'm wondering why I have nothing to say to him. Could be because I don't wanna rock the boat? I don't even know what we are. Titles aren't always a necessity... but how can two people say they love each other, want to be together, want to have a future together yet...we're not in a relationship?! The fuck are we doing then?

        Um...I think it's all a cop out. See, if we're not "officially" together then it's easy for him to say, "oh well we weren't really together anyways." A lot of this really doesn't make sense...i just never say anything...because like I said, I don't wanna rock the boat.